haven't recover yet...

i am still in such pain these days..i don't know how i really feel for him..i'm just to confused to tell myself if i still like him but instead i tried my very best to act normal in front of him yet i screwed..

it's recess time,and i was told to photocopy something for my classmates and i had an instinct to use the other stairs instead of the usual stairs..i accidentally bump into him when he was kinda fixed his outfit..well,i was talking like usual at first but when i faced up,oh,shoot!i suddenly shut up and my heart was beating like fuhh,fast..and i went down the stairs with such a hurry and i had accidentally push the "ROCKY" box downstairs and i act like i did a crime or something...so i went down and said sorry to him and he kinda tease me..i did say to him"sorry,sorry..aku x sengaja..biar aku tolong buangkan.."and he answered me"dlm tu ada lagilah..(while sighing)"and i spontaneously answered"yeke,biar aku habiskanla.."and i opened that box and it's empty..i was like ugggh..and my friend told me my face looked so freaked out when i saw him..i was like"oh,really??""my,how embarrassing"..i knocked my head with my hand and i was thinking how stupid i am to act like that in front of him..too embarrassed to tell..hahaha..

anyway,I'm still thinking about telling him how i feel for him but i guess i should just hang in there..I'll probably wait..

i can wait forever

I CAN WAIT FOREVER-SIMPLE PLAN


You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I know it feels like "forever"
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better
Until that day there's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it, I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding

But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever

P.S. If i can wait this long,you can too,
please wait for me..i love you