a sad story..

hellow,mellow,yellow and binggow..Hah!!supposed to be a sad story but seems like it was a happy introduction up there...neway,yeah,i'm sad...i'm thinking of my life for the next few months...I NEED A REAL BESTFRIEND....P.S.wani,since we're apart since standard 6,i always wanted someone like you to be my best friend..i'm depressedly lonely..i wanted to share every story that i keep aside in the deepest corner of my mind and still finding the right person to share it with..this moment,i keep the story for myself and i just couldn't open up the story to my other friends..well,i am acting happy as to make the sadness go away..GO AWAY,SADDDDDDDDD....!!!!! i hate me being sad..this is the reason why i laugh a lot and sometimes start being crazy..hahah..sometimes i feel like i'm nobody and sometimes i feel like not needed..ya Allah,send me a great friend that would lend me their ears and experience life together..well,right i'm looking to the bright side that there's a reason why i haven't met a real bestfriend or someone special to be with..all i need to do is just sit there,relax and my day will come...good luck,aishahahahahahah....ngeee