school is sooo not cool..

i'm tired of school,i'm tired of my life...i couldn't imagine how my future will be...this ain't going well..actually,i ditch my friend who thought me as her `best friend`..well,i'm not...i don't belong to anybody..i belong to me..i don't deserve to have a special friend a.k.a. best friend...i don't even need one...cause i know if i miss choose them i'm screwed...i'm tired of screwing up...i really miss my primary school...i had an amazing best friend once...if we ever had a fight,we'll be fighting for just 5 minutes...unfortunately,she moved out to bangi in 2005..then i never meet her again..i really missed her much..nowadays,true friend is hard to find..so if you've found one,appreciate them...

the friend who i ditch lately..i ditch her with some reasons..
she's fine but she don't talk much and that bores me..as i am a talker..i talk a lot...so now i'm on my own..that really got me craze cause i want to tell everything to someone who can really lend me their ears and trustworthy..i'm hoping that i'll meet someone whose interest is the same as mine.. and i'm not afraid to say that i'm not happy with my life as my school life sucks except for my families...i really love my family...sometimes we do fight but that's a normal thing among siblings...

i really hope this year will end soon...i can't wait to leave school..i know people said we should appreciate our youth life but i don't know what i'll miss if i leave the school..when people talked about something to do about school,i'll be pretending not to hear it cause for me school's not cool..where it supposed to be cool..idc..who cares about my school life..as long as i can reach my dreams and i'll prove them i can do better than this...and i can be better in future and that will stop them from criticizing me..like gth,people..like i care what you think about me..!!i'm about to leave the school for another year and i really hope that i'll never meet my high schoolmates ever again cause for me..they're pathetic...poor me too to be schooling there...i looked happy outside but inside i'm crying out loud to be getting the hell out of there...as for me i don't want to be one of them..i found out that since our new principal moved in,that school is a chaos..people,live your life to the max in that freaking school...cause i'm not..