if you just realize

dang!

2011-05-04T06:08:00.000-07:00

dang!why the hell i felt like misery..i'm such a mess!damn,damn,damn!

abandoned-___-

2011-04-21T07:32:00.001-07:00

poor bloggie..here i am,once again blogging!what's up,blog?are you doing well these days?me?no,no..don't worry bout me..I've been alright..since...since..T.T..i don't think i want to talk bout it..not sure if I'd rather to spell it out..huhuhu..neway,it doesn't matter now..life goes on,kayyy..hey,cheer up!don't mourn too much..it ain't cool..yeah!well,sorry for neglecting you,bloggie..huhu..been busy these days..I've went through a LOT!A LOT i tell you..i don't even know where to start..it's complicated..i guess..humm..so..do you want me to further this blog or what?okayh..as you wish..since i haven't been updating for months~~here we go..

after i finished high school a.k.a. SCHOOL WAS TOTALLY OVER,MANNNNN!,i have been working..i worked at a GUARDIAN store which is located in LOW YATT..x cam jauh giler ke dari rumah?haih!..should i tell more?well,it's kinda complicated..life ain't easy man..time of my life..

next,I've been jobless for few weeks and suddenly i felt like working again since i felt like a dying corpse at home..gah!i searched for jobs here and there and try to keep it near home..haha:P..more or less,I've got a job at WWM(Wangsa Walk Mall)-SUBWAY:)..IT WASSSSSSSSS AWHSOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE!HAHAHA:DD..i started to work there around february..it was such a great experience!i'll always remember every bit of SUBWAY memories..thanks to;matlin,abg mat,isma,eady,abg wan,abg nomey,abg kamal(the boss),kak nora(the owner),saroj,krishna(the bayas')..thanks a lot,korang!AISHAH sure rindu kat SUBWAY:)..i should tell more..but I'll try to keep it mystery for now..a lot of things really happened when I'm working there.. A LOT i tell you!think i should be writing for the next session maybe..so,if you are looking forward to know the story,please do remind me to update my little miss bloggie..hahah:DD..kay!

next will be...oh!I've totally forgot to tell you I've been taking driving classes..hahah:DD..funny experience..kelakar2..sangat kelakar,k..early this year,i went to the driving courses..that is totally the basics..so,i took the test..PART 1,LULUS!da dapat L:)..then,surely lepas tu practical kereta en..WOH!that~~it wasss...hahahaha:DD..idk,funny maybe,or scary..ntah!i had this such feelings yg mcm x debar2 pun tapi GELABAH!damn!hahah:DD..but,i was doing fine really..don't worry..i would love to tell more but i don't really know how to express the feelings..sorry des..

besides,I've been busy looking for university admissions..and,guess what..I've been accepted in UNITEN!alhamdulillah:)..i applied for foundation in mechanical engineering..I'm not the excellent student who'd longing for scholars from the big companies since my result ain't that bright of colours:<..so,I'll be attending the admission day on the 30th April and straight for the orientation..hopefully i can cope well with the environment..teeeheee:)..that's all i guess..the rest,i simply keep it to myself..i can't tell everything should i?lalalalalala:DD

OKAY THEN!see ya for the next blog:)..see ya when i see ya!my English teacher used to say that every time he went out from class..hahaha:DD..okay!bubhye!

grrh!

2010-12-25T03:27:00.001-08:00

saya nak KEJE! bosan tahu duduk rumah..huhuhu..i need something to do.can't stay at home.all i did at home was house chores,facebooking,tumblring,youtubing,koreaning..grr..i need a life

taknak boleh tak?

2010-04-23T01:20:00.000-07:00

please,i don't want to bother this feeling anymore..it suffocates me..gah!can i just shut this heart and hold it for a short while..no!no!long while,maybe?can i?i can't deal with it..i'm tired,i'm lazy,i'm so DONE!

bye:(

devastated:(

2010-04-16T06:03:00.000-07:00

i don;t know what spoiled my mood today..but,i guess it's my chemistry result...bole tak nk ckp camni"giler babi weyh chem aku!!!!!sume jwpan yg salah sbb x lengkap je!'ba alif ba ya' giler!"...okay!that's what realllly turned out my day..dang it!gtg eat!

till then,see ya!

i laughed till i cried

2010-04-15T06:58:00.000-07:00

i don't have any energy to type this out..oh my..hmm..i am SOOOO tired!but,today i had so much fun in English class..gah!we had this oral thingy..and,yeah!it was HILARIOUS!!hahahah:D..eventhough i am so freakin' tired,i still can laugh...okay!now,i'm getting sleepier..(yawn)..huhuhuhuhu:(..sorry,dearest blog..gtg sleep!tomorrow awaits..bubhye!

hey you!you'd never text me today..what's up?gah!i miss you..:(

:D

2010-04-14T07:22:00.000-07:00

harini HAPPY sangat!yeep!hahahaha:p..saya suka!kami suka!

kenapa dengan aku..

2010-04-07T02:09:00.000-07:00

nak lari dari rumah boleh tak?

i'm loving it!

2010-04-03T01:13:00.000-07:00

my life turns out bright!i love it!i love you guys!i love me!i love you!

no time for myself...

2010-04-02T06:46:00.000-07:00

lately,i've been too busy to pampered myself..i am so tired when i reached home after school..this feeling is torturing me when i had to force my eyes to study..it won't go in..especially the bloody sucka facts!gth,history!i know,i know..biology are facts too..but,somehow,biology is fun learning..so,i don't mind about it..history?!come on!give me a break!and the textbook keep telling us that"those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it"..and,i say..."who cares!"..seems like it has to be cared this year because i'm taking my VVIE..as Ivan phrased it..hahaha:D...the VVIE stands for Very Very Important Exam..hey,gtg..i'm kinda sleepy..wait,wait..and,lately,i don't get much sleep..that's why i'm sleepy ALL the time!even during exams..urgh!i hate it!

till then,bubhye!

bila penat:

2010-04-02T06:40:00.000-07:00

bila penat:

-saya jd x keruan
-rasa nk marah je
-sume harta benda jd mangsa
-org x bersalah jd tempat lepas geram
-diri sendiri tercedera
-kalau ada org cari pasal,bole bwk gaduh

conclusion,bila saya penat,saya kena relax..

kusut!!

2010-03-06T04:38:00.000-08:00

aku x suka bila keserabutan bertambah2..shit!kusut weyh!KUSUT!!!!

apart of happiness,sickness appear

2010-02-18T05:05:00.000-08:00

well,today had actually made the day..but it was so called a day...my friends and i went for bowling this morning..gah!I WON!i managed to scored 100++..hahaha...suprisingly,it was my first..hahaha...tralalalalala:D..i .likeeee....but i suck in the 2nd game..al-maklumlah,tangan dah lenguh!hahahah...and then,when i reach home,i feel so light-headed..fuh!eels like the world is spinning..wowowowowowo...after awhile,i realise i'm gonna have a fever..damn!dah la panas kat luar..asyik keluar je!cari tula,cari nila..haishh!otak pun pening,pastu..later tonight,i feel so exhausted and yet feel soooo terrible...tu je lah!malas nk type pepanjang...till then,bubhye!

hey,i miss you!

aummmmm....

2010-02-14T06:51:00.001-08:00

terasa cam nak buat yoga sekarang..tenangkan pale otak nih..haish..otak tgh serabut skang ni..pebende aku pikir ntah!tp,drpd buat yoga,baik ngaji en?hahaha...betul3..baik ngaji..dpt pahala,dpt ketenangan...terima kasih!till then,bubhye!

berkurun....

2010-02-02T02:37:00.000-08:00

serious lama tak update,weyh...hahahaha..harini terasa bosan plak...well,malas nk blaja+malas nak buat ape2 keje sekarang...so,depan computer jela keje...haduih!aishah2...taubatla,weyh...SPM!ye2!!

well,intervention 1 just passed..i suck...damn those hard papers...blame myself!hell yeah!but wait...culture shock pun ade gak..lama x buat exams...pastu,BAM!hah!nah kau!bak tgk sikit result karang...mesti cam 'pa ya ga'....sumpah karat weyh...sumpah!x caya en?aku da form 5...isk3...wake up!wake up!no more laugh out loud....there's only stress out loud..hahahah...well,people said..don't pressure myself..tu je rahsia dia klau xnk stress...tp,masalahnyer skang..people are making meeeeee stress...!aku yg TENSION!

dah2!!enough with the stress already...hey,tau x..harini,aishah happy sgt...sgt2!xtau kenapa...harini cam hyper!hahahah...byk gelak,byk gerak,byk ckp,byk...mcm2lah!kan,kawan2??hahahah....ok2!got to stop....till later then...bubhye!teeheee...:D

drama sepetang...

2009-12-21T04:38:00.001-08:00

hari ni,drama 'triangle love' bak kata orang puteh..hahahha..this is how the story begins.....

well,huh!it's a long story tapi...heeee
but long story,short...

BERMULAlah sebuah kisah tiga sekawan....

i named those characters,......

ape ah??

...............

ohohohohoh...

-si gadis
-jejaka 1(sebelah kiri)
-jejaka 2(sebelah kanan)

BISMILLAH....

baru nak start..introduction,leret2 kan??hahahha..

saja buang masa....

ok2..

begini.......

tiga orang sekawan ni...memang selalu lepak sama2...
si gadis memang da kamcing ngan 2 jejakas ni...hahaha
dalam diam ubi berisi...

salah peribahasaLAH!

dalam diam.....dua jejakas ni,memang ada hati kat si gadis ni....
si gadis ni...memang no idealah....
pastu one day,jejaka 1 lepak2 ngan jejaka 2 ni....
diorang memang slalu la lepak sama2
tapi,pada hari tersebut..

ceh!ayat karangan la pulak....

sambung2...

so,pada hari tu,ntahla...diorang cam x cakap banyak..ntah nape ntah...
pastu,jejaka 1,tanya kat jejaka 2 ni...

this is their conversation...

J1:asal hari ni kita cam x cakap sangat en?kau ok x??ke aku yang x ok??(tertanya2)

J2:xdelah..aku ok je...ni kau je ni yang rasa kita x ok....(cover2)

J1:aku cam ada instict yang kita ni ada benda x settle la.....(x puas hati)
aku nk settlekan..xnak ah kita cam ni en...we're best friends...

J2:kau betul ke nak tau ni..aku cam segan plak nk cite kat kau..since kita bestfriends da lama..
aku harap kau x kisah aku cite mende ni..and aku harap kau support aku...

J1:ok2!aku ready dengar....

J2:aku sebenarnye....ummmmmm.....da lama pendam perasaan kat 'si gadis' ni....(bukan nama
sebenar)

J1:OH!........okayh....(terkelu sebentar)

keadaan cam diam kejap...macam long pause.....lamaaaaaaaaaa pastu..

J2:weyh?weyh?asal kau diam je...aku expect respond dari kau...what do you say,klau aku nak
confess kat dia?

J1:ohohoh..sorry2!aku ter'lost' kejap...hehehehe..eh2!!jangan dulu!!!relaks ah dulu..later kita
jumpa la ngan dia...confront ngan dia..aku,kau,dia....

J2:asal kau nak kena ada plak?!aku yang ada perasaan kat dia...aku jela yang gi confront dia...kau
karang nyebok aje...hahahaha(tepuk2 blakang jejaka 1 ni)

J1:er..er...er...weyh...emm....sebenarnyer en......aku pun....

J2:KAU PUN??!!(shocked)

J1:aku.........sorry ah...aku x sengaja....nak buat cemana..aku pun...da lama pendam perasaan kat
dia..cuma aku takut nk bgtau kau...pastu,bila kau ckp nk confront ngan dia..aku jadi cam....er.....
ntah!

J2:habis tu?cemana ni?xkan la...kita kena jumpa gak...kita bertiga...

J1:emm..oklah tu...(ragu2)sape yang nak pegi jumpa dia ckp pasal kita nk jumpa ni?kau ke aku?

J2:biar aku jela...

J1:asal plak?!aku pun kawan dia jugak!aku la...kau da slalu jumpa dia en...aku je la yang pegi bgtau
dia...

J2:xyahla....aku je...aku cam pandai sikit nk susun ayat...x macam kau!ga..ga..gap...nanti...

J1:lantak kaulah!(terus blah)

so,petang tu...diorang pun jumpa..

jejakas berdua ni..dah..bermasam muka dah...yang si gadis ni,x tau mende...

G:asal ngan korang dua orang ni?kata nk jumpa,pastu x cakap mende..eh!cam pantun plak..
hahahaha(gelak2)

G:korang ni.........asal?

J1:suruh dia yang cakap!..MALAS!

G:eh,eh!..td,beria2 kata nk jumpa...pastu,..........haish!apsal korang gado ni?semalam ok je...harini,
x ok plak!cuba kasi habaq sikit...

J2:ummmm....sebenarnye...err.....ss..er.....

J1:cakap jela!kata pandai susun ayat!SANGAT!heh!

J2:kau x puas hati ngan aku skang asal?isk!

J1:sape?kau ke aku?!kau tu yang bermasalah!bgtau jela kat dia..nak kata org gagap..dia pun sama
je...huh!

G:ape korang ni?!janganla gado kat sini gak....apa benda sebenarnye ni..haishh..

J2:yela2!!x puas hati sangat!!!SEBENARNYE KITORANG DUA ORG,SUKA KAT AWAK!

G:ah?(terkejut+termangu+x tau nak cakap ape..)

J1:aah...kitorang da lama pendam perasaan kat awak.tapi,kitorang baru tau harini yang kitorang
suka orang yang sama selama ni...(kecewa)

J2:emmm...betul..kitorang...nak kata putus...dia ke saya?

sekain,

drama pending..malas nak pikir da...huhuhuhu...hahahah:p...agak2 tgk gmba ni,memandaila interpret sendirik ye...hehehehe..lama doh aku pikir..tp,x habis pun...sukatila..bknnyer ada sape baca pun...huhuhuhu...yg pasti,alaaaaa....terus conclusionla eh?hahaha..yg pasti,si gadis tu,x pilih antara dua tu pun...dia da mmg bahagia dgn lagi seorang jejaka...huhuhuhu....pity dua org jejaka tu..

she turns 16 on the 16th...

2009-12-19T19:02:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,RAJA!!!!!

pada suatu hari yg mcm x la brape panas sangat..tp.x ujan...ntah cemana ntah...kitorang2 ni..plan suprise birthday party tuk RAJA..heee...master mind dia,ASHLEY!!pastu,at 1st,a day before tu,da mmg da plan da ngan ashley sume...da calling2 sume org...ok x ok..pastu,tengtengteng...OK!jadi....

then,ummm..kitorang gi la beli KFC,umm..sedap hingga menjilat jari,beb....hihihiih..pastu,fuh,jauh perjalanan ayam tu sebab kitaorang ter'missed' bus..hahahah..drpd seksyen 5,wangsa maju...ke wangsa ceria nun...x berpeluh plak kitorang jln....al-maklum,kitorang tu adalah AKU dan ASHLEY...kan ashley en?da la time tu,ada ura2 nk ujan....haish...nasib baik x ujan...pastu,jengjengjeng..sampaila kat umah raja...pastu,bibik dia bukak pintu..kitorang pun pelagi..masuk umahla...ngadap kipas!hahahha..panas beb....pastu,x lama lepas tu....yang lain2 dtg...ada bwk mee,roti jala....sempat cari jala en??hahhaha...pastu,lepas tu jugak yg jejaka2 pulak sampai...cewah!ayt xleh blah....hahahaha..pastu,kitornag sume da get ready da...sesambil tunggu ketibaan raja2..eh,salah2!!raja je...sorang jela...hahahah...sementara menunggu ketibaan raja nur izzati....kitorang ni duk nonton THE BUG'S LIFE.....hahhaah...comel cite tu..isi masa la katakan...heheheheheh..pastu,da lama lepas tu...aunty raja pun call ashley..chotchetchotchet sume...OK!she's coming home!!kitorang overexcited da...hahhahaha...pastu...lama la jugak..nk tunggu dia masuk umah sume....pastu,SUPRISE!!!!!!pastu,kitorang nyanyi lagu besday tuk dia..pastu,dia termangu..hahahahha...ayat karangan....hahahhaha...byk sangat 'pastu' en??hahahha..biarla...so,demekian lah cerita suprise birthday party tuk raja...hiiiiiii..happy 16th birthday,raja....pastu,pelagi...melantaklah..hahahahha..makan,makan,makan,makan.....yum2!!sedap2!

pastu,photoshoot time!!hahhaha...sume,standbycamera..cameras,ready,get set,go!SNAP!!hahahah
gelak2 sume...we had fun to the max!!hahahah....so,sekianlah ceritanyer...heeeeeeee.....saya suka....kami suka.....raja pun suka........

till then,bye!

boredom

2009-11-28T06:41:00.000-08:00

harini teramat sangat amat paling bosan dalam minggu ni..x text dia,x kluar gi memana,xde mood nk ngadap computer da..so,harini sangat BOSAN!haish...so,tgk movie umizaru..ada dvd dia..pastu tgk phone,1 message received!well,excited..tp malangnya,kredit da nyawa2 ikan...cecukup mkn tuk reply a message..hahah..so,replyla...pastu,da xleh buat pape da...bosan!harini byk kemas2..bersihkan dapur,kemas bilik...tp,ala kadar je..sbb xde mood..haduih...bila nk pegi holiday ni??

wish me luck for tomorrow...FYI,baru 7 hari cuti sekolah...cemana sebulan kang..it's okay..things get better everyday,kan?hahah...so,till then..
see ya!

P.S. hope to see you soon..

harini cam kurang bosan..hahah

2009-11-24T05:35:00.000-08:00

neway,pepagi lagi dah on computer..hahaha..bukak apa yang patut..bukan patutla..banyak sebenarnya...blogspot,tumblr,facebook,myspace,youtube..pastu,xde keje,aku google diriku sendiri...search:aishah mohamad..pastu jumpa!!hahah..bengong..xde keje...then,terasa cam da nak bosan..pastu,bukak buku music,keluarkan violin..dgn sumbang mahramnya..aku main lagu twinkle-twinkle little star...hahaha..amatuer,kan??klakala..pastu,lepas da main tu,tutup buku,simpan violin,text dia...harini da 24 november...baru 3 hari cuti..rindula..kenapala da nak habis sekolah,baru nak ada benda2 best kat sekolah..untuk pengetahuan umum,entah kenapa,sejak saya berada di kelas 4 bina,banyak benda telah berubah..ngeh3..kepada sume rakan2,aku gembira lately ni..trimas kerana menggembirakan hatiku ini..aku da ada teman utk menggila..ngahahaha..okielah,till then..jumpa lagi...nenati aku rerajin camni,aku updatela na....okie dokie..bye2..

it's been quite a while

2009-11-16T00:08:00.000-08:00

long time i didn't update this blog.actually i had so much to write but they were just too hard to be written instead of to be told..well,yeah..i almost finish my final exam..tomorrow is the last paper but,I'm just too lazy to care..whatever,i don't give it crap about the result..da mmg teruk da pun sbb aku x blaja..haishhh..somehow,today I'm happy+sad+crazy+childish..hahahha..i just want to tell you that i miss someone...haven't text him for the past three days because I'm currently short of credit..sorry!i didn't mean to do that..plus,i couldn't find the time to reload..again,I'm sorry..i know..please don't be angry or whatever feelings you had..just,please don't..please forgive me..ARGHHH!!there's a lot of stuff in my head right now...and currently,i am not able to think properly..so,mind me if I've gotten into your nerve..i did a childish thing today at school..i sang,i laughed,i danced..well,these are the stuff i did when i want to get rid of my problems..so,i would really love it if you can lend me your ears and hear me say all this..but,i was busy,you were busy..seem like,lately we haven't got to spend those time again..we have to find some time..i need to find time for myself too..to tell you the truth,i feel sad when i never get to see you..did you feel the same way as i did??if you do,please find the time for us..no matter what..OK?i feel like writing more but some stuff stopped me..so,gotta go..maybe later,i don't know when..I'll update more..i know this must be boring..i write this according to my mood right now..i am boring..DEAD BORING!you can cheer me up!so,please cheer me up..i wish you were here...and i can tell you this..till then,bye!!

my mind just stop functioning..shit giler!!

2009-10-14T06:22:00.000-07:00

well,final is just around the corner..aku tension tahap cipan nih..!!!!all stuff are kind of serabut dalam kepala otak aku skang nih..!!haishhh...i blamed myself jugak sebab x revise dari awal..bodo,kan??nyesal pun ye jugak..anyway,theres nothing to be regret of klau we achieves flying colours results...some of my friends,diorang cam endah x endah je result diorang ok ke,hancur ke..wake up,people!!..they're reshuffling the class..aku xnak turun kelas..!!!okay,now i'm getting out of my mind...MUST CONCENTRATE,MUST SCORE,MUST STRIVE AS MANY A's AS POSSIBLE....okay,gotta go..nk study pun mcm xde mood..buat tension otak je...bknnye masuk pun nanti...anyway,STUDY SMART,DON'T STUDY HARD..hehehehe

P.S.thanks for cheering up my life lately..:))

open house!!hahahah

2009-10-04T05:23:00.000-07:00

last Saturday a.k.a. on the 3rd oct, i did invite few friends to my open house a.k.a makan2la...hahahah...it started at 5.00 o'clock...well,it'd been well..cuma kabut sikit garfu x cukup..hahahahah...so,i hurriedly cuci garfu...most of them came,but there's few who couldn't manage to come...it's okay...i don't mind..as long as we stay friends till the end,kan??i really missed my one and only best friend..we've lost contact for quite a while...not a while la...long time jugakla..she moved when we were only 11,then no news..yet,i am quite sad she'd gone..i wish i could keep in touch with her back then...okay2,enough with sad stories..back to basics..open house..hahahha...we'd ate,we'd chatted,we'd laughed,we'd gossiped..i am truly happy that day..huhuhu..happy happylah...so,that day ended with goodbyes..goodbye,goodbye....bye2...hope you enjoy the day..huhuhuhu..

KAMI!!!!

nak cite!!nak cite!!

2009-10-02T03:21:00.000-07:00

things changed in a blink of an eye..just like mine..yesterday was sooo yesterday...so,say goodbye to yesterday..huhuhuhu..now,i am really looking forward to tomorrow,tomorrow,tomorrow...yet,i'll be liking the next next next tomorrow..so i am saying that i am currently happy sangat!!for no reasons..just being a happy silly me..hahahah..well,final is getting nearer..so,watch out!!final is attacking my brain!!!NO!!!!lately,i've studied..P.S.sambil tepuk bahu sendiri..i don't know exactly how i am all sudden to study..well,mestila kena study kan...exam da dekat..huhuhuhu..apalah salahnya sekali sekala belajar untuk kebaikan diri sendiri..AIM HIGH!!

exam started 21st october!!

preparation just 35.5%..tu pun few subject je yg ready..haishhh...

andand,i want to bake cupcakes before final exams..huhuhuhu...rasa-rasa,sempat x??

dont care,still doing what i'm doing..so,see ya later..chow..huhuhu

RAYA!!RAYA!!

2009-09-26T20:59:00.000-07:00

huhuhuhu...during this festive season,it is a must to go visit friends and families house,kan??hahahah..yesterday,we went for the visitS...huhuhuhu...all 4 houses..fuhhh,luckily,i've brought empty stomach,then it had filled with lots of stuff..hahahahaha..bak kata org melayu..memacam ada!!hahahah..yet,yesterday we had so much fun..taking the bus to din's house was so exciting..huhuhu..e-if's mum's laksa was SUPERBly delicious..huhuhuhu..andand Ashley's mum's rendang..WOW!!can't even describe in words...at syai's,i had net bun..in Malay is called ROTI JALA...hahahah...thank goodness my stomach is being a good girl that day..

here's some of the excitement:--p

this is only few,there's more outside..huhuhu

hahahah!!din sesat..

GIRLS RULES..huhuhuhu..not in picture:ashley,aida,intan...

way over

2009-09-15T23:32:00.000-07:00

hahahaha..i am sooo relief that you've been out of my mind..get out and never enter again..okay..fresh start,new chapter,same book..huhuhu

BYEBYE

1st day puasa

2009-08-21T22:44:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum,reader..

well,today i suppose the 1st day of ramadhan..i did very well so far..no feeling hungry at all..plus,i did the housework today..ngee~~x rasa penat..alhamdulillah.i thought of doing something that is more distracting than facing this screen..well,my eyes are getting pretty tired though..hummph..what to say..it's 1.47 pm..i haven't pray yet..so,gtg..see you next session..andand SELAMAT BERPUASA..

cupcakes!!but how??

2009-08-21T22:18:00.000-07:00

first:

you'll be needing

eggs
caster sugar
vanilla essence
chocolate powder
butter
flour@baking flour
if you are using flour you'll need baking powder
chocolate chip or other options..

thats all..but this is how..

mula2,masukkan butter dlm satu bekas..tunggu sampai cair
then pukul butter dgn telur 7-8 biji(depend on the size)
add a tablespoon of vanilla essence
ding!!ding!!bila dah kembang..
add in the flour..the flour add in together with the chocolate powder..
measure the flour..we don't want the cupcake to be soo 'bentat'(idk,org cakap..lebih kurang kerasla..)
then add in the chocolate chips..pastu da boleh masuk ketuhar....

senang kan?tryla kat rumah..kalau ada pertanyaan,silala bertanya pada saya..i'll be glad to help..

SELAMAT MENCUBA!!

2009-07-09T05:15:00.000-07:00

I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
let it take me where it wants to go
till you open the door theres so much more
i never seen it before
i was tryin to fly
but i couldnt find wings
but you came along and you changed everything

you lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
you make me crazier crazier
feels like im falling
and i'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier crazier crazier

i watched from a distance as you made life your own
every sky was your own kind of blue
and i wanted to know how that would feel
and you made it so real
you showed me something that i couldn't see
you opened my eyes and you made me believe

you lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
you make me crazier crazier
feels like im falling
and i'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier crazier crazier
Baby you showed me what living is for
i dont want to hide anymore orrrreee

you lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
you make me crazier crazier
feels like im falling
and i'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier crazier crazier

crazier craizer

i'm sorry

2009-07-06T02:30:00.000-07:00

i am so sorry for the following:

a. how i hate it when you like somebody else

b. how envy i am when you're close with a girl

c. how much i like you

d. how long i like you

e. how i suddenly fell for you

f. how hard for me to forget you

g. how hard for me to force myself to hate you

h. how terrible i feel every time you walk into the door

i. how my heart beats so fast when i bump into you

j. how jealous i am when someone else like you..

k. how many times i've dreamt of you

i'm so sorry that i never want to let you fall in love with someone else but me..
i'm sorry i keep bugging you..
anyway,i just want you to know that i've been fighting to let you go

i'd rather knock my head on the wall

2009-07-04T06:01:00.000-07:00

BAM!!!!today is realllly tiring plus bosan giler..hahah..ibu's toilet was under construction yesterday and this morning,so...tak,tuk,tak,tuk...ngennnggggg...agak bising sebenarnya..tp aku buat bodo je..hah..then i played restaurant city in fb..happeningla jugak hari aku dpt main game tu sebab from nothing to something..hopefully my life will be the same as the restaurant progress..hahaha..how can we compare a restaurant and a life..soo much different..ngeh..neway,my intention for today is to watch transformers tp......x kesampaian..shit!!urgh..try to book 'a' ticket but failed..that day,i was about to ask my cousins to watch it with me but they watched it already instead..that's why i don't really have any company to go with..how can i ask my mum to watch it with me??she don't even watch movies..duhh..the last movie she watched was the..umm...cite ape,eh??x ingatla..too long ago..there's this one tiny problem..i wanted to watch it with somebody but no chances..everyone i knew had watched it already and i'm the only one left out and outdated..when i want to go alone,my father won't allow me..he's concerned about me..last time,i'd asked my mum's permission to watch movie and i got the green light..hahahaha..i was jumping up and down that time.and my dad didn't know..and when he knew,omg..he freaked out and BAM! an angry bull..ngeh..he was very angry..hihihihi..sorry,ayah..

that's all for today..i'll tell you some more..tu pun kalau ada org baca..ngeh..hik3..

heh..

2009-07-01T06:53:00.000-07:00

hampeh betul minggu nie...4 bina was told to be in the makmal 3 for a week and my godd...sitting in there cramped my butt...dammit giler!!urghh..tension...then,3 erat have to be in our class which i feel soo bloody confused..."kenapa x suruh diorang duduk kat makmal ni and kitorang stay kelas kitorang.." i'm confused plus distracted plus nak sandar betul2 blajar..!!PENATLA,ngeng..!!isk..
hah,then today,a new kid came from CBN..i'm not suprised coz few students from that school did move to our school...how exciting!!tambah bilangan student in our class..hahahahah..klakar giler when she enter our class..everyone was like stunned for a while...ngeh...then when she introduced herself i deadly thought she was a malay and guess what she's an indian and she really looked like a malay...hahahah..how's that..neway,i can tell she's a cool person..she don't look like a snob or something...she seems nice..hopefully,we'll get to know you more,sunita...WELCOME TO THE ZOO...hahahahaha..4 BINA,i mean..ahaxx..neway,i start to like that class bacause we're like monkeys in the zoo...happy monkeys...40 monkeys+1 new born monkey will have the best moment of their lifetime in the zoo..hahahahaha...

a sad story..

2009-06-29T01:31:00.000-07:00

hellow,mellow,yellow and binggow..Hah!!supposed to be a sad story but seems like it was a happy introduction up there...neway,yeah,i'm sad...i'm thinking of my life for the next few months...I NEED A REAL BESTFRIEND....P.S.wani,since we're apart since standard 6,i always wanted someone like you to be my best friend..i'm depressedly lonely..i wanted to share every story that i keep aside in the deepest corner of my mind and still finding the right person to share it with..this moment,i keep the story for myself and i just couldn't open up the story to my other friends..well,i am acting happy as to make the sadness go away..GO AWAY,SADDDDDDDDD....!!!!! i hate me being sad..this is the reason why i laugh a lot and sometimes start being crazy..hahah..sometimes i feel like i'm nobody and sometimes i feel like not needed..ya Allah,send me a great friend that would lend me their ears and experience life together..well,right i'm looking to the bright side that there's a reason why i haven't met a real bestfriend or someone special to be with..all i need to do is just sit there,relax and my day will come...good luck,aishahahahahahah....ngeee

hari ni pontengg!!!

2009-06-26T18:35:00.000-07:00

ngeee..sukanya dia dpt skip school...mestila suka...hahahha...neway,today supposed to be the ganti sekolah and i never tell my parents about it and i sleep well last night without worrying to go to school the next mornig...hahhaha..i plan to watch TRANSFORMERS today but ibu have orang kawin...alaaa...then ayah wants us to follow him to malacca...AIM:durian...ngahahahaha..andand to visit my granmma..mesti...yesterday pun ponteng tuition..ngeee...we went to tesco smalam and we makan2 and all...da pukul 3.50pm...sebenarnya tuition pukul 4.00pm..but ibu jenjalan lg..and we go round the tesco in...i dunno...x perasan...tetiba da pukul 4.50....ngahahahaha...pukul 5.00pm ada tuition lg tp da nak dekat pukul 5.00 baru ckp tuition..bengong kan??pedahal,niat tu mmg nk dpt green light xyah gi tuition...hahahaha..pastu we went to the wedding store because ibu timah wanted to find some stuff for her son's wedding this July...EXCITED!!!!(jumping up and down..)ngeeee...i love weddings...we'll get to get together with all family members...from far far away to nearway....hahahaha...so,today,i haven't decided what to do and where to go...probably i'll follow ibu to orang kawin..mkn free...P.S.kalau sedap,untunglah...kalau x...hampeh...gtg,nanti ibu marah,pagi2 da main computer...bubhye...i promise u i'll rajin-rajinkan myself to update my blog..hahahaha:DDDD

exams...tired much??

2009-05-23T19:09:00.000-07:00

i am seriously doom...overall,the papers is not as hard as i thought..probably it's just my feelings but i still couldn't manage to do it well..yesterday i had my math paper...it's not so hard but not so easy as a pea...guess what,i've made a simplest mistake ever in my life...EVER...question no 1 and 2 is damn easy as ABC but i did a terrible mistake..stupidity....how idiot is it...garhhhhhh!!!!!!but these two weeks i don't feel pressured much..but a little tired..my body aches everywhere...i have no idea why..andand..lately i am very happy..i don't know what i am happy about eventhough exams tires me...fuhh...

i don't mind if exams tires me as long as i got satisfying results...but i never want a letter F screwed my result..garhhh...hate it when i fail...but this killing letter won't let me give up..i'll keep trying no matter what...i don't have to follow other people ways to success..i'll go on my own way...my own success...for me,eventhough there's a millon AISHAH in this world there's only one AISHAH could make the world go round...ngahahahahah...

tension!!!!!

2009-05-04T06:06:00.000-07:00

ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

i hate today!i hate today!!!feel like crap coz i have to do all the house chores on behalf of my mother coz she had to attend a kenduri arwah in MELAKA..excusesable..but,this bloody moment i feel like bloody SHIT!!i came back from school,i had my lunch..and my mum hand me this house to me to take care of it from 3 something till now..and she still haven't back yet..i'mm sorry for my uncle's dad's dead...TAKZIAH..neway,still..i know today i don't have any tuition class or whatever the crap is to do outside the house but still i feel sooooooooo dead bored staying home alone watching the bloody TV whereas no any interesting movie at all..like what the hell man..well,i'm so bloody irritated all this shitty shitty bang bang..no one to company me..just me and me and me and guest what..MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!CUT THIS CRAP OUT OF ME...i don't want to be like this...i hate this feeling inside me..BURNING INSIDE..AND NOBODY KNOWS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW BESIDE WHOEVER READ THIS CRAP I WROTE..

neway,i'm sorry if i'm being tooooooo harsh up there...no heart feeling,babe...gtg...someone just got home..got to post it now...ngeeee....

a letter to remember

2009-05-01T06:15:00.000-07:00

Dear me,

i wish i could reverse the time but i couldn't..this time,right now,i am feeling really depressed and i got pissed off easily nowadays but sometimes i wonder what do i get even if i got pissed off like that..seems like this year ain't too bad but i make it bad though..this year i dislike most of the situation coz i think i am..ermm..i dunno..perhaps..i.AHH!! can't tell..i'm in such situation and i refused to tell anybody besides myself..and i wrote to me myself..do you get me??4 months passed already and i am still wondering what my life could be if i keep on like this....2010 is a BIG year for me..i am still not ready for it..instead 2009 just make me want to scream out loud..perhaps nobody will hear me..i have nobody to tell..every time i tell,i'm the one who got the guilt over it..i just hate it...i hate being me like this...i would love to think of the positive side but,i keep thinking of the negative side..there's this situation and she had bought the exact stuff as mine..same colour..i know..i know..it sound silly,huh??soo childish..so stupid..so immature..i just can't stand someone who sat beside me had the same scissors..but i guess i have a solution to make me feel better...buy a brand new scissors..i don't care what people think about how childish i am..in fact,i still am childish..i wish i haven't grown up like this..

LIFE IS HARD TO GET THROUGH,BUT LIFE MUST BE APPRECIATED COZ WE LIVE ONCE AND DIE FOREVER..

SPM spooks me out..

2009-05-01T02:49:00.000-07:00

i am frustrated with my 2nd test results...so not satisfying..i did study but still i just couldn't apply it on the bloody paper..i hardly got an 'A' for my favourite subject..i did pretty well but i don't get pretty marks..hopefully,my mid-term results won't let me down and i promised myself not to fool around coz' SPM is just around the corner..now is already April 09'..now and then it'll be April 10'..tick,tock,tick,tock...BAM!!

"SPM IS TODAY!!!"

and that moment i'll be like:

"NO WAYYYYYY!!!!IT'S LIKE JUST YESTERDAY I'M IN FORM 4.."

haven't recover yet...

2009-04-26T04:17:00.001-07:00

i am still in such pain these days..i don't know how i really feel for him..i'm just to confused to tell myself if i still like him but instead i tried my very best to act normal in front of him yet i screwed..

it's recess time,and i was told to photocopy something for my classmates and i had an instinct to use the other stairs instead of the usual stairs..i accidentally bump into him when he was kinda fixed his outfit..well,i was talking like usual at first but when i faced up,oh,shoot!i suddenly shut up and my heart was beating like fuhh,fast..and i went down the stairs with such a hurry and i had accidentally push the "ROCKY" box downstairs and i act like i did a crime or something...so i went down and said sorry to him and he kinda tease me..i did say to him"sorry,sorry..aku x sengaja..biar aku tolong buangkan.."and he answered me"dlm tu ada lagilah..(while sighing)"and i spontaneously answered"yeke,biar aku habiskanla.."and i opened that box and it's empty..i was like ugggh..and my friend told me my face looked so freaked out when i saw him..i was like"oh,really??""my,how embarrassing"..i knocked my head with my hand and i was thinking how stupid i am to act like that in front of him..too embarrassed to tell..hahaha..

anyway,I'm still thinking about telling him how i feel for him but i guess i should just hang in there..I'll probably wait..

i can wait forever

2009-04-26T03:16:00.000-07:00

I CAN WAIT FOREVER-SIMPLE PLAN

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I know it feels like "forever"
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better
Until that day there's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it, I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding

But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever

P.S. If i can wait this long,you can too,
please wait for me..i love you

school is sooo not cool..

2009-02-28T21:26:00.001-08:00

i'm tired of school,i'm tired of my life...i couldn't imagine how my future will be...this ain't going well..actually,i ditch my friend who thought me as her `best friend`..well,i'm not...i don't belong to anybody..i belong to me..i don't deserve to have a special friend a.k.a. best friend...i don't even need one...cause i know if i miss choose them i'm screwed...i'm tired of screwing up...i really miss my primary school...i had an amazing best friend once...if we ever had a fight,we'll be fighting for just 5 minutes...unfortunately,she moved out to bangi in 2005..then i never meet her again..i really missed her much..nowadays,true friend is hard to find..so if you've found one,appreciate them...

the friend who i ditch lately..i ditch her with some reasons..
she's fine but she don't talk much and that bores me..as i am a talker..i talk a lot...so now i'm on my own..that really got me craze cause i want to tell everything to someone who can really lend me their ears and trustworthy..i'm hoping that i'll meet someone whose interest is the same as mine.. and i'm not afraid to say that i'm not happy with my life as my school life sucks except for my families...i really love my family...sometimes we do fight but that's a normal thing among siblings...

i really hope this year will end soon...i can't wait to leave school..i know people said we should appreciate our youth life but i don't know what i'll miss if i leave the school..when people talked about something to do about school,i'll be pretending not to hear it cause for me school's not cool..where it supposed to be cool..idc..who cares about my school life..as long as i can reach my dreams and i'll prove them i can do better than this...and i can be better in future and that will stop them from criticizing me..like gth,people..like i care what you think about me..!!i'm about to leave the school for another year and i really hope that i'll never meet my high schoolmates ever again cause for me..they're pathetic...poor me too to be schooling there...i looked happy outside but inside i'm crying out loud to be getting the hell out of there...as for me i don't want to be one of them..i found out that since our new principal moved in,that school is a chaos..people,live your life to the max in that freaking school...cause i'm not..

sekarang nie panas btollah...

2009-01-23T04:43:00.000-08:00

''alhamdulillah,panas...kering sume baju ibu cuci hari ni.....''kata si ibu.anaknya pulak berkata''ya Allah,panasnya,apalah dosa aku...panas betollah..''

apakah perbezaan dialog di atas?berikan 2 perbezaan petikan di atas.

anak membebel kepanasan,manakala ibunya pula bersyukur ke hadrat Illahi diberi nikmat panas
perbezaan nada si anak dan si ibu..

tulah dia..kalau da ujan kata asyik ujan je...Allah da bg panas kata panas giler plak...

MANUSIA...isk3...

as conclusion,kita kena bersyukur dgn apa yang kita nikmati sekarang sebab kalau bezakan keadaan negara kita dgn palestin,lagilah..diorang lagi kesian..da la panas,pastu kena bom plak tu tambah panas lagi..israel ni memang x berhati perut,x..x..kejam ya amat..kesian org palestin..so,jgnlah asyik merungut jer..P.S.kekadang aku pun merungut jugak..hehehe...jgn mara aaa...

fuh...penat beb..

2009-01-17T00:14:00.000-08:00

seriously,i got really tired lately..loads of homework..how can you guys manage it?..well,homework is part of success so we need to get used to it..i think i need to put some effort to it..perhaps this year will be less pressured cause i`m not taking any BIG exam this year but still i need to concentrate and serious..bak kata cikgu 'ah,form 4,tahun ni bkn tahun honeymoon'
hahaha...poor us..last year we were teacher's attention but this year they we're abandon..it doesn't bother us cause we'll get more opportunities this year..anyway,thats all for today..bubhye..

alhamdulillah...

2009-01-05T04:43:00.000-08:00

ya Allah,sampai da new year,x update2 blog lg...sorry,ketinggalan....anyway,janji tetap janji...kan saya da ckp kalau dpt result baik punye mesti update blog....alhamdulillah,tak dapat 8A pun x mengapa...yang pasti kurang 1A je...so far so good..kputusan ini tidak menghampakan kalau nak dibandingkan dgn trial exam..isk3...hancus..past is past...sebab tu la history x dpt score sbb malas nk ingat past..hehehehe....tapi,raas jealousla jugak tgk kengkwn lain dpt 8A...xper2,SPM kita buat all out punyer..insyaallah..

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2008-12-09T06:13:00.000-08:00

Atsumi Saori - Mou Sukoshi… Mou Sukoshi…

soshite kizuita toki ni kangaeteru no wa kimi no koto de…
sore ga sugoku hazukashikattari
sugoku iyadattari omoete
sore wa boku ga kimochi wo tsutaeru koto ga kowai kara de
atama de osaetsukete mo kokoro ga dousuru koto mo dekinakute
autabi ni kimi ni satorarenai youni
itsumo to kawarinai youni hanashiteru tsumori de
yoyuu mo nakute kurushiku natta boku wa
kimi ni uso wo tsuiteshimau… dakedo

mou sukoshi… mou sukoshi…
kimi no kokoro ni chikazuitara
mou sukoshi… mou sukoshi…
ima kono toki ga kienai youni
douka kamisama boku ni yuuki wo kudasai

soshite omoiagunete mo kakkou warui dake no boku de…
kimi ga dou omotteru no ga ki ni natte mo
ippo mo saki he sumanai wakatteru tsumori de
jibun jyanai you na mune no MOYAMOYA ga
itaku natte nigetakunaru… dakedo

mou sukoshi… mou sukoshi…
kimi no soba ni irareta nara
mou sukoshi… mou sukoshi…
yoru yoake nai de kureta nara
sabishii toki mo namida wo nugutte ageru kara

yozora ni ukabu kakete mo hikaru tsuki ga
tsuyoku mo narenai jishin mo nai
boku wo mite hohoenda hora ne…

mou sukoshi… mou sukoshi…
kimi no soba ni irareta nara
mou sukoshi… mou sukoshi…
yoru yoake nai de kureta nara

mou sukoshi… mou sukoshi…
kimi no kokoro ni chikazuitara
mou sukoshi… mou sukoshi…
ima kono toki ga kienai you ni
douka kamisama boku ni yuuki wo kudasai

: : : Translation : : :

When I noticed I was thinking about you…
I felt very embarassed
And I really hate that feeling
That’s because I’m afraid to convey my feelings
Even though I suppress it in my head I can’t do anything about my heart
I don’t let you notice it when we meet
So it can be normal how I plan to talk to you
To act so composed has started to hurt
Lying to you I will put away… but

Just a little more… Just a little more…
If I can get closer to your heart
A little more… A little more…
So that this moment won’t end
Please God, give me courage…

When I’m alone with my bad crazy thoughts
I worry about what you think of me
I’m sorry I stepped forward to try to let you know
I’m not myself, I don’t like the fog around my heart
Depending on someone else makes me run away… but

Just a little more… Just a little more…
If I can get beside you
Just a little more… Just a little more…
Night does not continue once dawn comes
So wipe away your tears when you’re feeling lonely

The glowing moon floats out into the heavens
I’m not stronger or more confident
See me smiling, look, OK?

Just a little more… Just a little more…
If I can get beside you
Just a little more… Just a little more…
Night does not continue once dawn comes

Just a little more… Just a little more…
If I can get closer to your heart
Just a little more… Just a little more…
So that this moment won’t end

so that this moment won’t end
PleasePlease God, give me courage…

nak pegi jugak!!!!

2008-11-20T05:00:00.000-08:00

ibu tak kasi aku pegi summer camp 2....aku da survey da ape diorang sediakan...lagipun bkannya kat ujung negeri ke apa...kat ulu langat je....aku duk umah pun dapat ape...memangla terlindung drpd cahaya matahari tapi aku ni kan org yang memerlukan cahaya matahari tuk hidup..aku mane bole duk diam2 kat umah camni...have to do something outdoor..da memang nampak jelas sgt yang aku nie prefer outdoor game drpd indoor...indoor game nie x extreme..mane ada luka2 nie..xder la nak kata sume indoor game bosan...ada la certain tu best la gak...aku layan jela tapi xdela asyik indoor game jer..tapikan aku nie memang suka outdoor,suka sgt camping2 nie...xyah jejauhla...aku nak masuk pengakap tapi xboleh nk pegi camping....xbestla camtu...ibu jugak tak kasi pegi sebab takut aku kena cam kawan dia nyer anak then aku ckpla aku bley jaga diri..ibu x cayakan aku...kejam btul....aku da lama x gi camping since darjah 6...tu pun camping kat skolah....sume x bole...time kakak ngan abang sume bole...alahai malangnya nasibku...xpela..redha jela..nanti lepas skolah aku nak gi memane pun da above 18...so no matter...tapi waktu skolah la waktu paling syok nak enjoy...btul x???so,bubhye....lain kali kalau ada aktiviti menarik ajaklah....

a little something

2008-11-20T04:39:00.000-08:00

bencila camni....benci sangat...bosan giler tahap cipan maxlah weyh..aku bosan sangat duk umah...tomorrow is friday and i haven't fell the excitement of school holiday YET.....can anyone just let me have fun here,people!!!!!please..i'm in such desperation and boredom and craziness...know what,i'll become crazy if i didn't get out of this house within 2-3 weeks....duhh...well,need prove?ask my sister then...i played everything in my computer and had watched many kind of movies online sampai tengok computer pun x lalu......FYI,astro cam bodoh...xder citer best langsung...bencisangat...da tau sekarang cuti skolah,kuarkanla citer best....eeeeeeeeee....BODOH...sape bodo???ASTROLAH!!!!!!!!!!ngokngokngokngok.......

school holidays!!!!

2008-11-09T03:52:00.000-08:00

hellow,haven't updating my blog lately coz some reason...LAZY...anyway i'm still alive and live life to the max...hahahahaha....actually i'm trying to make myself busy while waiting for my PMR results to come out..well,of course..i'm hoping for the best this time..hoping this result won't let me down coz i've tried my very best to score 'em...besides,this school holiday,i kinda sign in for some course...quite interesting...perhaps i can get new experience by joining 'em and meeting new people,interesting peoples...meanwhile,this matter is kinda funny for me coz i never felt this way before that i'm trying to attend dancing classes...funny.huh??i tried to search for dancing classs nearby my house but none...maybe,it really don't want me to attend that class either...somehow later,i will learn how to dance while i'm doing the house work and before i go to bed perhaps...hahahahaha...gtg now...will write again later..bubhye...

2008-09-20T21:27:00.000-07:00

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

don't mess with the girl..

2008-09-14T00:50:00.000-07:00

first and foremost...hello there....we manage to meet again since the last time i published my blog..anyway back to the main problem....today i`ve been waiting like hell for my teacher...and my mom keep asking me to call him..."call ur teacher!!call ur teacher!!"later i answered.."da call da..........cikgu x angkat...!!"i've became real depressed and totally impatient..i still have my patience to wait for him..then i lost my patience and this word came out of my mouth..."malaslah aku nak tusyen ngan cikgu nie kalau nak kena tunggu camni..."my sister and my brother-in-law were the witness..as the time pass..i read geography notes then i got sleepy and have a quick nap..anyway i still feeling angry about this morning..if you could'nt manage to come,calllah...urgh.!!!bengang tahap max nie...wat hancur plan jela cikgu nie...benci giler...anyway i spend my time waiting reading quick notes...NEED TO BE PREPARED 4 PMR...so long and goodbye to readers...

tengah kira berapa hari lagi...tik,tok,tik,tok,tik,tok

2008-08-30T05:25:00.000-07:00

hello there....sorry da lama tak update...anyway...my life go on well except for the nervousness(PMR is hunting me) and craziness..tapi,kena work harder kalau nak score..however,kalau stress sangat pun useless jugak...better seimbang..hahahaha...how is it going with my love life story?...xde yang best..no changes...still the same person and the same feelings..hahaha...don`t want to get too emotional eventhough plenty of girls are in love with him....coz` it doesn`t bring any good...better think forward and just be happy as i always do..yang paling penting boleh gelak2 dengan cousins and kawan2 yang menggila..huhu..(xde idea lg nak tulis apa)sooo..,lain kalilah kita jumpa..insyaAllah...bubhye..

one day in school uniforms...

2008-07-25T06:03:00.000-07:00

what an exhausted day....freaking tired...our MOMS went out of control today as they manage to
round the shopping complex in half day with me and my cousin...guess what..i`m still in my school uniform and was trying to show off our school badge and my name of course..
kind of embarrassing..hahahaha..i wont come along unless i got something today..and i did...
actually i`m really wanting a shoe but i got a clothe instead...no big deal for me..as long as the pattern is
attractive and interesting for me and i like it just like the person itself...that's all for today...hope meeting you in the next session...

this day juz ain`t my lucky day at all....

2008-07-15T02:10:00.000-07:00

today is soooo tiring as i had my extremely boring extra class and today i didn`t noticed he`d come as i didn`t saw him today...pretty sad actually..i`m hoping that i get to meet him tonight...
on the other hand,today i`ve been like a crazy monkey today ending up laughing like hell..i just couldn`t bear to stop laughing..anyway thats all for today...see you at the next session..bubhye..

these homework burdened me much..

2008-07-12T20:54:00.000-07:00

i just can`t believe myself as i am completing my history notes..hahaha..this year i thought it might be less pressured but that thought was freaking useless..seriously,i feel like screaming out loud to the teachers for giving us lots of homework but its not their problem,its ours who keep tangguh2 kerja and all stuff..i got sleepy in class nowadays especially during history and bm periods..i couldn't help my eyes from opening...i really need to buy something for my eyes coz' they look very tired..i felt sleepy in class but when i reach home,my eyes wouldn't shut..stubborn eyes..i tried to sleep but..hmmph..and,tonight i have tuition and i'm afraid i might got sleepy in class..however,i haven't finish my math homework yet..gth,homeworks..i need some sleep..bloody hell,i haven't iron my school uniform yet..shoot..gtg..

tiptoeing on the first step

2008-07-11T03:12:00.000-07:00

briefly, my name is as stated above : Siti Aishah Mohamad.
a proud svian. going to sit for the bloody PMR this year.
try to strive for the best. i want the best.

in family i am the youngest from three.
owned a quite old brother and sister.
and i need to comprehend that they won't be living life as a fifteen girl.
they make their own money and have a family.
while i am far to reach those age :d

so here, i have this wonderful girl siblings.
they are my cousin, that i have been dearly play with since i was a kiddo.
they are loud, and superbly great.
i love them.

&& i know, they love me too.
very much indeed.

*briefing session honorably ends here*